Over the last seven months I have been blogging I have noticed a lot about myself change. It may just be because I have had different events and circumstances happen, or it may be because I have actually grown up. This year has been extremely eventful for example I got out of my first serious relationship, which if had to be mature about, I went on my first girls holiday with no adults so I had to be mature about that but most importantly I realised my age.
When I started this blog at the tender age of fifteen I wanted to be an actor and for fill all of my dreams. Whilst I would like that to happen, there is about a 90% chance that it will not happen. I think turning 16 helped me realise this.
As great as my sixteenth birthday celebrations we, I soon came to realise that I was growing up and did have to start being more mature and taking responsibility for my own actions. This then bought me to realise I wasn't going to reach my dreams and that is okay. In life you don't always get what you want but it doesn't matter. Well it doesn't to me at least. I am an insignificant piece of carbon and my life is unimportant. That doesn't mean I don't want to enjoy it, it just means I know I don't matter.
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